It hasn’t been easy for me, you see, I am a planner. I have lists, calendars, and schedules. I am not worried about tomorrow; I have it planned. I have always tried to plan my life, to be a responsible person and not cause others any problems because I wasn’t prepared. I plan for the future because I always have, it is natural for me. So when I hear that “God will provide,” I have a tendency to say “I know, but just let me finish with my plan.”
If you are a “Planner” you can relate. I try to trust God to take care of tomorrow, but it is hard to step out of character. I find it hard to picture life without knowing where I will be tomorrow, let alone next week or next month. Hearing those words, “God will provide” can cause a “Planner” to hyperventilate. So, now you know my secret battle. How do I let God be in control while still planning for the future?
Little by little, God has worked with me on this. But I am not like my husband, who keeps saying, “Relax and just trust God, He will provide.” That may be easy for him, the man who usually can’t remember where his calendar is, let alone check it, but I have struggled with this aspect of faith. I have learned though that it isn’t a matter of not planning, but rather making room for God to act. In this journey of faith, scripture has really helped. In Proverbs 16:9 it says, “A man's mind plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps and makes them sure.” So I have learned to take comfort in my plans, but not to be disappointed when God takes me down paths I wasn’t expecting,which has happened many times in my life of faith.
Hopefully, if you are a planner, you will take comfort in this and learn with me to seek God’s paths along your journey of faith. I pray daily that God will show me His way and that, by necessity, makes me alter my plans, but I am good with that because I know God is good and has good things in store for me. He promises in Jeremiah 29:11, “’For I know the plans I have for you,’ declares the LORD, ‘plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.’”
May God continue to bless us as we walk deeper in our journey of faith together.
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